Archive for May, 2008

Stalling out

Published Date: May 25th, 2008
Category: pers

On Friday night, Mom had a rough night.  The pain stepped up a notch, after her (assisted) shower.  She also threw up after her shower — the exertion, the drugs, or just the advancing of the disease, who knows the cause?  There is no certainty in cancer.
Saturday morning, the docs evaluated and increased her daily […]

The signs of dying

Published Date: May 23rd, 2008
Category: pers

From http://www.amitabhahospice.org/hospice/signs_of_dying.php : 
Closer to death, the breathing involves the whole rib cage and is fast (up to 30-50 breaths per minute) mostly through the mouth and then may pause for even 10-15 seconds before the next in-breath. This period of no breathing is called “apnoea”. This pattern (called Cheyne-Stokes breathing) of shallow quick breaths followed by […]

And then the waterworks begin

Published Date: May 22nd, 2008
Category: pers

I had to run an errand to Mom’s house, waiting for the pickup guy to take away the unused medical bed from the house (now that Mom’s in hospital to stay).  While I was there, surrounded by her things, I got such a sense of the bits of her life that I didn’t know.  We’d […]

“I’m on methodone!”

Published Date: May 22nd, 2008
Category: pers

Today, Mom was a little social butterfly.  When I arrived, she was already on her second visitor of the day.  And then she got a phone call, and then the OROC ladies visited.  She was laughing with the OROC ladies, asked after all their families, and then joking about forgetting things.  But now she has […]

Mom is dying

Published Date: May 8th, 2008
Category: pers

(now that I’ve found out that the hospice wing has wireless, I’m retro-posting some of this…)
My letter to friends on Thursday, 5/8/2008:
You may know that my Mom, Kay, was diagnosed with cancer 5 years ago.  She has been fighting it well, pushing it into remission multiple times.  However, she has been declining since January, and this […]